I believe in what they said, " great tests are for great people".
I also believe in"the harder the challenges, the wiser will we be".
Allah gives tests for people He loves!
He want us to go back to HIM. He misses the tears that dropped infront of Him. He miss the moment we spent to talk to HIM..
Feel honoured when we are the chosen one!
But that is the mistake i did when i was chosen.. I gave up in him.. Sometimes i i cursed Him for what happened.. Until i saw the light! that light is the mist precious gift from Him to me. I started to wake up from my past mistakes.. Alhamdulillah.. Even the test become harder, with that light, i always know what to do.
That moment only i realize that what i should pray for previously is to have stronger faith not a lighter burden..
But its sad to realize that those precious moment had gone.. indeed, i am the one who pray abd ask for the difficulties to end. But when my prayers had answered, i feel ignored!
I realize one thing, no more tears falling from my eyes becoz of Him. I miss the moment when i always have something to tell Him. To share with Him.. to spend my time with Him.. Seriously.. The feeling i have rigth now is like i just lost my best companion ever!!
I almost drown in this joyful life. I repented!. And the moment i m turning back to Allah, i get a text for a good friend! Unpleasant news. The news that makes my eyes wet again. true! In journey to find Allah, theres always difficulties. I know that is the most shocking news that may change my dreams in states. But suddenly i feel happy for the tears came out again. I believe.. Thats the sign of mercy and love from Allah for me!! Thank you Allah.
Sometimes we think that we planned properly.. But end up it turned to be really different like Even the mind couldnt imagine.. Its hard to face the reality but somehow that makes us stronger and wiser. Thats make us believe that no power can beat the power of Allah!.
I also believe in"the harder the challenges, the wiser will we be".
Allah gives tests for people He loves!
He want us to go back to HIM. He misses the tears that dropped infront of Him. He miss the moment we spent to talk to HIM..
Feel honoured when we are the chosen one!
But that is the mistake i did when i was chosen.. I gave up in him.. Sometimes i i cursed Him for what happened.. Until i saw the light! that light is the mist precious gift from Him to me. I started to wake up from my past mistakes.. Alhamdulillah.. Even the test become harder, with that light, i always know what to do.
That moment only i realize that what i should pray for previously is to have stronger faith not a lighter burden..
But its sad to realize that those precious moment had gone.. indeed, i am the one who pray abd ask for the difficulties to end. But when my prayers had answered, i feel ignored!
I realize one thing, no more tears falling from my eyes becoz of Him. I miss the moment when i always have something to tell Him. To share with Him.. to spend my time with Him.. Seriously.. The feeling i have rigth now is like i just lost my best companion ever!!
I almost drown in this joyful life. I repented!. And the moment i m turning back to Allah, i get a text for a good friend! Unpleasant news. The news that makes my eyes wet again. true! In journey to find Allah, theres always difficulties. I know that is the most shocking news that may change my dreams in states. But suddenly i feel happy for the tears came out again. I believe.. Thats the sign of mercy and love from Allah for me!! Thank you Allah.
Sometimes we think that we planned properly.. But end up it turned to be really different like Even the mind couldnt imagine.. Its hard to face the reality but somehow that makes us stronger and wiser. Thats make us believe that no power can beat the power of Allah!.
