Allah is the only hope

ya allah,,

plese forgive me
please forgive me
please forgive me!!

alhamdulillah,, today i cried again..
crying makes me feel better.. difficulties teach me to find you..
i know,, i ve done too much mistakes
i hope there is still hope for you to forgive me
please ya Allah!!

i have no one to share with..
only you who understands me
only you.. hoping to have a friend to share with
is like waiting some dropping sweets from the sky

only you the place for me to cry to
no one know whats in my heart
no one tend to ask me, whats my problems
i have no one !

ya Allah,,
please give me strength to face these!!!
i dont want these hardship make me far from you
no i dont! i dont want these test to thinner my imaan and my faith to you
i need you to give me more strength

ya Allah,,
from you i came from, and to you i ll back
please grant me reward from all these
please replace it with a better one
amiin

ya Allah..
i dont know what your plan next.
perhaps, its something that make me smile
or something that me cry again and again
but i hope its always something that may closer me to You

ya Allah,,
i have too much complaining
too much crying
i m afraid that my faith to you had eroded little by little
please say no! please strengthen my imaan

Allahu rabbi,,
only you the place where i can ask some thing
one you the place is.
so,, i hope you ll give me the best for me.
only you who knows everything

ya Allah,,
i pray to you,, if i have the time and chance to build a family,,
please plan a happy family for me..
the best husband for me
and good kids..
hope we ll live base on your syariah.. islam

ya Allah,,
please accept my doa.
if i ve ask for something wrong,,
please me it right
only you who knows..
take me back to you as a Muslim.